2022-12-18

sanctuary

today
emerging in luminous thoughts
like symphonies spreading through space
speechless moments we share in the depth of yearning eyes

this place
where demons and angels unite
and soft clouds embrace fragrant dreams
protecting a treasure most precious from the storm

at last
joined in this rare point in time
together we carry the weight
in the mutual awe of a fragile dance we meet

unreal
such powerful fortune unfolds
the chain of events it would take
at the edge of this day i still stand in disbelief

today
emerging in luminous thoughts
like symphonies spreading through space
speechless moments we share in the depth of yearning eyes

and soon
in dreamlike reflection we smile
nearly missed our chance that would shape
this unwritten chapter of voyages entwined

(2022)

black hole

to feel its soothing pulse again
over and over back into that prison
where demons wallow in shattered dreams

warping, coiling, overwhelming
day and night into ruin alone
sweeter the taste of oblivion

starving, trapping, soul tormenting
halted advance in dilated time
past and present ensnared in chains

circling, drowning, all-consuming
regret's shadow never finds rest
no way out for a toppled mind

in free fall around the twisting
pulled apart and never pieced together
can sleeping angels still hunger for life

and again and again and again
and again
and again and again and again
and again

in free fall around the twisting
circling, drowning, all-consuming
starving, trapping, soul tormenting
warping, coiling, overwhelming
to feel its soothing pulse again

(2022)

slipping

and here you walk
not really you
and here you talk
yourself into

a recurring nightmare
please wake up again
don't give in
please

and here you walk
yes, sometimes you
and here you talk
yourself into

a little lucid moment
please don't leave again
stay with me
please

(2022)

person in the gaps

each step light as a feather
we wander through the snow
here hand in hand together
from heart to heart aglow

immersed in joyous chatter
so gentle, true and kind
the air filled with your laughter
warmed by your caring mind

your eyes lit up with wonder
a soul shining so bright
the spell that i am under
enchanted by your light

(2022)

count to eight

and again
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and again and again
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and again and again and again
and again and again

(2022)

lion's den

timid steps shuffle across cold floors
your trembling voice still carries the load

empty eyes dart frightened through the hallway
a scared child locking onto the unreachable

in futile attempts to sleep and forget
inside these walls you hide from life

behold this museum for a grand existence
the final bastion of squandered chances

day after day you long for escape
and always run back into this hell

you chase the illusion of salvation
the beast that only you can tame

(2022)